Sunday, May 18, 2014

The Promise

Today, when I pulled my twice-recalled-by-GM car into the driveway of my current home, with tears on my face about current turmoils and trials, a rainbow appeared in the fantastic blue and grey and rose-colored sunset clouds. It landed right over the house in the thunderstormy, early-summer sky, and my first reaction was anger.

My life doesn't look like the one I thought it would. I'm sad, and the rainbow, which represents promise, seems like a very mockery of my current and ongoing heartbreaks. 

And then I remember the poem about promise I've had posted beneath my mirror so that  I read it every morning and every evening as I brush my teeth:

you promised.

well actually, you didn't promise very much, did you?

But you promised to be faithful, and not to let me fail beyond your forgiveness of my failures.

In common temptation, you promised that I would not be tempted more than I am able.

You promised not to lead me into temptation beyond my strength. 

And YOU - YOURSELF - are my refuge in temptation.

My escape from the pit - and THAT is enough. 

So that I can bear more than I thought I could bear

of 

LONELINESS
NOTHINGNESS
OTHERNESS
SIN
SILLINESS
SADNESS

For THINE is the kingdom - and other great "fors";

FORBEARANCE
FORGIVENESS
FORTITUDE
FOREVER

THIS is what you promised.

It is enough.
It is everything.

-excerpted from Madeleine L'Engle's "The Promise"

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